Tuesday, January 1, 2008

new year and that new joy..

well, yet another new year and lots more promises of joy, happiness and ahem..love.!
i had a blast last night, but, could only think of the new years' gone past. the empty promises and the new sunrise. its all really funny, i must say, how we think up things that could be but never are! my resolution every year is to be a better person. last conversation i had with mom, said that i have never fulfilled that resolution!
not that its much of a problem, every person's definition of a good person is different.
to high skies and marmalades,
holding tightly to those lost memories.

tendencies to leave who i was behind come to me in installments. those friends who i thought made my world, spent their new year half way across the city and walked right past me when i ran into them at the rickshaw stand. not that i was gonna bend low and acknowledge their presence. a woman has some pride after all! as for my date, i saw him at the start of the party and then at the end when he made sure i got home. so, love, friendship and all that has been rightfully taken care of!
to summer hills and daffodils,
to what was and what will never be again.!

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